Today I haven’t really talked or ttied to text back anyone I have no idea why. And I totally wasn’t in a bad mood at all today I was actually super happy. Weird technology is over rated anyways.
I am seriously tripping out here. I’ve had a few moments in my life of deja vu and moments where I feel my soul traveling. But today I realized that there is something trying to tell me stuff and it could be my third eye opening up alot more for some reason.
First event was while I was with my x my son’s dad I had this feeling of hurt and sadness everytime I thought of him and his current gf. But mind you that he wasn’t even talking to her nor did he ever mention her. But I remember someone mention her name and it shot through my soul like a sword in my heart. And ever since that day I was always sad when I thought of her I was always like why would he do that to me how can he be with her I love him but in reality he hadn’t done anything to me.it was weird yet I always told myself like diana why are you having those random feelings like he is with you stop being hurt over something that will never happen. Fast forward to now they are dating and at first it hurt but now I’m like wow I predicted that without knowing it. Which totally trips me out!
But now I had another feeling yesterday as I drove I got this burst of joy and happiness and I spoke the words to myself omg I AM IN LOVE. But wtf?!?! I am single and the guys who I talk to are like not giving me those vibes nor am I gettong those feelings for them. So I thought to myself hey it could just be that I been super positive lately and things have been going great in my life. But no this voice was like no diana your in love. Also today I was driving and those love feelings came to me again i had the biggest smile on my face and said I am in love. I’m in love but with who? But I just smiled the whole ride and got butterflies in my stomach.
Now I have been thinking alot since earlier when that happened like am a I going crazy or is this real and am I really having these crazy predictions of something happening before it happens?
I just want another warm body on top of me.
I am a girl on a mission.