HI bad habit please don’t stay. Your hard enough to deal with as a distant memory don’t stay long and control my life once again.
Everytime I talk to you or see you I feel like my heart burst out of my chest out of happiness. It feels so good. But I don’t want you to make me feel that way though. You suck as a person but I still love that about you. I love you for you.
But I don’t want these feelings there is no future in having them when I will don’t have you and probably never wil again. I just want to move on and have these feelings for someone who will have them for me.